Am I a Monster?

Derek Logue said this about his victim:

"My victim was a follower. She acted different away from her sister. Anyways other people got in trouble over her. Today she's either 16 or 17. She has a GIRLFRIEND now. She has the reputation of being wild and of loose morals. A regular Lolita enjoying her illicit relationships...I have at least some buffer in knowing she was corrupt long before I met her. "


Derek wrote the following (see below) about himself recently, questioning if he had become a "monster". In reading most of Derek's past rantings, He blames society's laws as the number one reason (in his eyes) that he has become such, a "registered sex offender", a pariah curse to society. Is this really the case here or delusional distorted thinking? Read what Derek has to say:

http://once-fallen.blogspot.com/2010/09/am-i-monster.html

"AM I A MONSTER? The answer has plagued my mind for days on end. My neighbors watch me with suspicious eyes and gossip behind my back. People shout obscenities at me while I'm walking down the street. People devote website to hating and attacking me. I am put on a public list, and that makes people afraid.

Recently, my now ex-fiancee was told by her neighbor, a child, "That man who comes over to your house, he' a bad man, he hurts people." He's a monster. We could not get married because she has a child so the law won't allow it. We could not easily go on trips together or attend kid friendly events together out of fear of vigilantes.

My ex-fiancee could not take it anymore so she left me. Even she began seeing me as a monster. I will never forget that she sees me as a monster. I can never forget.

AM I A MONSTER? Am I eternally doomed to virtual exile? Is death my only escape? Once fallen, can anyone restore his or her own life? Is there hope? Is there forgiveness? Is there LOVE?

If I am a "monster," then I have none of those things. If that is the case, why should I bother to fight anymore? I have lost everything-- my family, my friends, even the one person in this world I truly loved. All I have left is instinct to survive. I have fought not because I wanted to because I felt I did not have a choice.

Every morning I wake up from a nightmare and into a bigger nightmare of life. Every day I am gripped with the thought of the hells in tore for me today. I wonder what new law will be passed out of fear of the people on that public list. I wonder what more people can do to harm me. I fall deeper and deeper into despair. It is as if even God himself has forsaken me. Each day is filled with one objective-- finding the will to live.

I'm sure this makes those who hate me feel happy. It is sad how people get such pleasure from another person's suffering. They love to point out the harm I caused, but if they get pleasure out of my pain, then what does that make them?

I feel like Frankenstein's "Monster." I have been searching for love and acceptance but I am only met with anger, derision, fear, and violence. AM I TRULY A MONSTER?

It does not matter what I have done since my release. It does not matter I have never been suspected of any wrongdoing. It does not matter that I have never re-offended. It does not matter I have made reparations and atoned for the wrongs I have committed to the extent allowable. In the eyes of society, I committed the unforgivable sin, and there can never be a pardon.

I wish I could say I am not a "monster." If I am not a monster, what am I? Even the angels desire to he human. If only I knew the answer. "
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Is Derek a "monster"? Yes. Did society's laws create this monster? Nope. Derek created himself. Can Derek change his delusional thinking? Yes with the proper help of a trained therapist. Derek sees himself as a martyr who must sacrifice himself in fighting against the sex offender laws that supposedly enslave him. Derek chooses to be "enslaved" by the law. Are sex offender laws tough, yes but not that tough. There are thousands of sex offenders whom are able to live productive lives. Derek refuses to try. Derek refuses to admit any wrongdoings, He blames everyone else!

Derek complains that his neighbors mistreat him daily, are afraid of him, watch him, call him names...

No wonder, if they knew Derek as well as I do, they'd have more reasons to be concerned! Can Derek "change"? Sure but he has to want to. So far he does not want to.

See the words "reparations & atoned" highlighted, Has Derek made such? Nope. How can one atone when he blames his own victim? Impossible!

SOSEN CEO dying of cancer?

http://www.wikisposure.com/Sex_Offender_Support_and_Education_Network

This is "Mary Duval". She is the CEO of SOSEN.

As part of their activism, SOSEN aligned themselves with Reform Sex Offender Laws Campaign, a campaign which had its roots in NAMBLA and which also lists "child emancipation" and legalized adult-child sex as part of its ultimate goals."

Here is Mary's signature on the RSOL Petition:

http://www.gopetition.co.uk/petitions/reform-sex-offender-laws/signatures.html

Enough about her devious background. I recently heard that Mary has cancer in both her ovaries & 10-20 pounds of fluid in her abdomen. Her liver might even be metastasized as well. The prognosis is not good. She already has gone blind due to "Marfan Syndrome". I do not care to wish evil upon this person but really, Karma is a bitch! Supporting a RSOL pro pedophile agenda is not good is it? Certainly isn't good for children!

FaceBook is now "pro" pedophile?

http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2010/09/28/pedophiles-find-home-social-networking-facebook/

The world’s largest pro-pedophilia advocacy group uses Facebook to connect with its members throughout the world; to find and exchange photos of children; to hone its members' predatory behavior; and to identify, target and reel in child victims, an investigation by FoxNews.com reveals.

Facebook says it has a strict policy against the posting of content that supports groups engaged in child exploitation, yet a simple, five-second search on Facebook, conducted on Sept. 23, yielded dozens of pages devoted to the infamous North American Man/Boy Love Association (NAMBLA). Many of those pages featured numerous photos of unnamed boys, some of whom appeared to be too young for kindergarten.

The same day, FoxNews.com found hundreds of links to NAMBLA’s website on Facebook, which has more than half a billion users worldwide. And posts on known pedophile blogs and chat rooms show an organized effort by pedophiles to use the social networking site to prey on children.

“This is just the downright filthiest of society setting up on Facebook in a public way, and the question is, 'Why is Facebook allowing this?'" said Hemanshu Nigam, co-chairman of President Obama's Online Safety Technology Working Group and a member of the board of the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children.

Once upon a time, I was a FB member. I was often searching for pedophile sex offenders. I "reported" many to FB. Guess what? Yep, nothing happened. FB doesn't give a shit about protecting children from sexual predators but they certainly give a shit bout all that $ their making! So what, if some NAMBLA pedophile pervert uses FB to gain a child's trust, then rape his little hindy, you think FB gives a shit, nope, not in the least. Idiots. I wonder if any of the FB employees are pedophiles? I would not be surprised!

Facebook a sex predator haven?

Dodia FaeDear Facebook,
your sex offender reporting link is broken.
http://www.facebook.com/help/contact.php?show_form=wos_sex_offender

Just in case someone who actually works for FB sees this, this is my last ditch attempt at reporting this person.
http://www.facebook.com/pages/httpwwwoncefallencom/132192373461702
This page is created to promote Derek Logue's website. Derek Logue is a convicted sex offender (Alabama). He created that site in a sad attempt to convince just enough people that sex offender laws and registries do more harm than good to get the laws repealed and the registry abolished. The only thing this will accomplish is leaving Derek Logue and other pedophiles free to groom children so they can molest/rape them without having to pay for their crimes.

Derek Logue has shown absolutely no remorse for sexually abusing his 11 year old victim. He continuously bashes her to this day, even once claiming that she "was corrupt long before I met her". He had been dating his victim's mother when his victim was 3 years old. How can a 3 year old be corrupt, let alone be corrupt long before they're 3? He bashes any survivor of sexual abuse any chance he gets. Facebook's youngest members fall within his "AoA" (Age of Attraction). As Facebook staff is well aware, children as young as 9 create profiles on FB, even though the youngest age allowed is 13. Having a non-repentant sex offender like Derek Logue on FB is dangerous. When he's not victim-bashing, he's whining about how *he's* been victimized by the system.

For more about Derek Logue, please visit his Wikisposure page:
http://wikisposure.com/Derek_Logue
And please, get him off of FB. He's a dangerous criminal.

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Dodia Fae runs this website:

http://pagansagainstchildabuse.ning.com/

Has FB turned liberal? Lots of predators sneak in and when you report em, Facebook sits on their royal ass! Idiots.

SOSEN CEO idiot "Mary Duval" to be on 20/20 interview

http://www.wikisposure.com/Sex_Offender_Support_and_Education_Network

Thanks to ZMan for supplying the link info:

http://www.dailystrength.org/groups/families-of-sex-offenders/discussions/messages/10197488

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Member of SOSEN Being Interviewed by 20/20

Posted on 07/25/10, 12:01 am

Fox Network made an appeal for stories of families affected by the teen dating conviction and resulting registry status. Mary Duval of SOSEN (Sex Offender Solutions and Education Network) along with her son Ricky and his wife will be interviewed on Monday by John Stossel of 20/20 on the Fox Network. SOSEN is fighting the same battle as RSOL and Center for Change.

THIS is HUGE for SOSEN. It is expected that there will be a round of interviews with other networks following the airing of this particular Fox special. That usually happens!

Please join RSOL at www.reformsexoffenderlaws.org or SOSEN at www.sosen.org or/and Citizens For Change at www.cfcamerica. org Then help in the fight any way you can. One way is to go to 20/20's website and make comments about the show or tell them your story and how it has affected your family.

Vicki
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Yeah, SOSEN still involved with the RSOL whom has direct connections with NAMBLA:

http://www.wikisposure.com/Reform_Sex_Offender_Laws_Campaign

A closer look at their goals will clarify their agenda, and leave any law-abiding person who wants the best for our children puzzled at best.

The group's original signatories included a number of founding members and supporters of NAMBLA.

http://www.wikisposure.com/NAMBLA:

"NAMBLA is a group of pedophiles and pedophile activists who seek to abolish age of consent laws, and encourage legislation which allows adults to have sex with children."
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http://www.dailystrength.org/groups/families-of-sex-offenders/discussions/messages/10197488

Scroll on down and read the comments, look what one fucking retard (NEVERGIVEUP2) had to say:

"The public NEEDS to know that too often it's the "victim" that's the perpetrator in reality."

How stupid! Its called victim bashing, blaming the "victim", not the sexual predator's fault! See Nevergiveup2's profile here:

http://www.dailystrength.org/people/506946

About Me

I'm the parent of a son found guilty of 4th degree sexual assault by a technicality....she was too young to give consent even tho she was the one to entice, encourage, invite, etc. In sex offenders words SHE GROOMED HIM, yet while they were both minors at the time my son is the one who was charged. I know he's not the only one that this has happened to, in fact she has gone on to another boy now, again calling out assault, and ruining his life now too. I know there are others out there in this same position. I want to start or join a coalition to get the laws for what we called '3rd base' repealed. This is a public lynching we are allowing and it's needs to be stopped.

The victim enticed, "groomed" him! Yeah right. She aka victim "ruined" him. I bet this was another of those slutty Mom's that let her son run loose unchecked! Loser bitch.

Contradictions

Copyright (c) 2007-2010 Book "Once Fallen" by Derek Logue.

Derek Logue . Derek says he has "changed" his life over the years but is this really the truth or more contradictions (lies) to fool the general public? Well, you decide. Here of a few of Derek's recent idiotic rantings:

I'm simply a person who gets off on bullying, I have a history of violent outbursts, We'll see who ends up in jail, asshole.

Geez. Can these two nitwits even read? I expected nothing less from a dumb c.u.n.t.

My site is an independent site you dumb fucks.

Someone should go pay xxxxxx a visit and fuck him up!

He's such a transparent little shit that it's obvious.

I really wish JUST ONCE, one of you cowardly fucks would do more than talk shit.

Looks like I made another xxxxxx cry.

First of all, using your logic I have every justification to kill your punk ass in cold blood...

Why would I care what a shit stain like you thinks about me? I don't answer to you, and unlike you, C is for coward, I don't hide behind a name.

promoting rape and violence, wild accusations, impersonation, and stalking others is healthy.

It is so funny listening to xxx go ape shit!

You may wish to be careful about what you say to me, xxxxx. But if you think you're brave enough to get in my face, then by all means, come on over!

that worthless fuck doesn't have the guts to snap and pay me a visit. Chicken shit!

I hope he offs himself.

Funny how a little ass kissing goes a long way...

xxx is the biggest promoter of Boychat material there is.

I guess you must be having loss of oxygen from having your head up cunt's ass!

I gets a "hard on" attacking others...

everyone who believes sex offender laws need reform is a "pedo-enabler."

we're not only "pedophiles" but COMMUNISTS too!

I'm still attracted to and fantasize about young girls.

It kills what little empathy for the victims I have left

I tend to be self-centered and may make unreasonable demands in a relationship...

My victim was a follower. Anyways other people got in trouble over her. Today she's either 16 or 17. She has a GIRLFRIEND now. She has the reputation of being wild and of loose morals. A regular Lolita enjoying her illicit relationships...I have at least some buffer in knowing she was corrupt long before I met her.

You're a joke and a punk

a few months later I was arrested. Rose had told the police I had sex with her.

If you keep treating us like dogs, people are going to behave that way. (ruff, ruff)

This is just a few of the thousands of Derek's many off the wall stupid wacko foolish comments. Does this sound like a registered sex offender whom has turned his life around? Nope. Derek has fooled lots of people over the years & yet in his jack off book, He portrays himself as a "kind gentle hearted repentant" sex offender you'd want to have around your kids! Ha ha. Derek is two-faced, wrote a I'm a great guy type of book but plays the fool is real life. Sad. If only Derek would man up and stop playing the fool

A second victim?

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A second victim? The details are stretchy. Derek says he was "accused". Did the police investigate or was this covered up by the Church. Derek is of the Catholic faith, so we think the latter! Since Derek has told so many lies throughout his book and on the web, we here at Roar tend not to believe him. We are finding his book to be extremely biased, favoring "himself" as some kind of hero to be worshiped. We are not amused! More to come later.